Life is just not fair at times

Well the trip to Mexico is off and I am in a pretty down mood right now. Just can not afford it and be able to send him money for the phone bill and to get his hand taken care of and have enough money for bills here and I have to save up about 500 for him to fly from the ranch to Sanora Mexico. So I have today to be in a down mood and then will have to pick myself up and go on. At least he will be back in Dec as long as he does not get caught.