Thank You

To my daughter Thank You so very much for the rose.

Luv ya, Mom

Dreams & Finding Oneself Again

I have not lost my dreams or forgotten them. I just pushed them to the back and now it is time to bring them out again and work on making them come true. Like starting my own store online and doing the medical transcription or coding and being able to work from home or where ever I happen to be at anytime. The dream of getting my car paid off and fixed and getting my license back so that I can drive myself.

I really do love David but can not live like I have for so many yrs anylonger. I need to slowly (but not to slow)find myself again and if he can not love me for the real me then he will have to do what he has to do even if it means we would be no more. I can not live with his obessive/possive ways anymore. He has gotten so bad that when I a scared to go to the store for fear someone will see me and tell him it is just crazy and wrong.

So tonight I will light the candles and let it all go and try to start over tomorrow and go forward and be me again.